Betrayed

Wow some people i thought were my friends arent i guess. that hurt alot just saying you can leave me along now. because that wasnt cool at all.

the beginning

Today Justin left for North Dakota! :( he will be gone for 6 months. He'll pretty much come home every weekend but I still hate it alot!!

AH!

My baby boy is one :) I seriously can't believe it

It seems literally like yesterday that I had him.

These are his pictures of his first year :)

AUGUST 2010

The first time seeing him was amazing. It took my breath

away and I loved him more than I could ever imagine!

September 2010

This is Trace's baby blessing :) he was so cute in his little tux

First smile <3

October 2010

November 2010

December 2010

January 2011

February 2011

March 2011

April 2011

May 2011

June 2011

July 2011

August 2011

Oh my, this first year was an amazing whirl wind of

a year. He's an amazing baby boy. He has taught me how to

truly love someone. He hold my whole heart.

I love him so much, I have spent the year watching him

learn and grown things. Leaning new words like puppy and

'umpa. He makes me laugh, I love waking up to him every morning

and seeing his amazing smile. He's simply amazing. My whole life

is this little boy. Happy Birthday my little man.

You have now lived a year old.

:)

So life is pretty great even though I am broke. I recently met Justin, he's a great guy he's in the national guard. :) Trace is now 1 its crazy how he's a year already! Justin and I took trace to the rec center but then he couldn't swim because I only brought one swimmer diaper and he pooped in that one so he didn't get to go swimming. But it was pretty fun! I am quite excited for trace's birthday party next weekend!! and its UBIC this weekend, Trace won the baby show in his age division so he has to be in the parade :) ah everything is great :)

update :)

This weekend was Trace's first 24th of july weekend!!! This is trace during the parade :)

He loves fire works!! I don't know if you can see it but this is a picture of trace watching the fire works :)

ug...

I hate that i lost not just travis but his whole family i miss them all so very much i miss kisses from gavin :) and watching ayden and trace fight over things. I miss having conversations with his mom on her bed. I just miss them all ug.....but most of all i miss him :(

so...

My baby is almost one!! i cant believe it, it seems litterally like yesterday that i had him. its so crazy his birthday photoshoot is on the 20th it should be tons of fun!! i'm super excited

I have been wantting to get more DIYey lol so i have been looking around blogs for ideas for christmas and lexi's mission i'm super excited to start doing and making things for family and friends most of all i'm excited for alexis. not only because she's going to be getting some awesome presents from me and trace but because she's going on her mission. she is doing her dream and i'm so excited for her!! and she is going to love to get packages and mail from me and tracer mainly about trace :) So sister get ready because its going to be AMAZING!! i love you :)