Love

As I lay here thinking about when

I had Trace, it blows my mind that

he came from me. That he's my flesh

and blood. I gave birth to him. It didn't

really hit me till about 2 weeks after I had

him. It just felt like I was babysitting.

I think it hit me when Trace fell asleep on

my chest and he was slowly waking up,

he looked up at me, it hit me just then.

I couldn't love anything more than I love him.

I didn't know that I could feel this intensely

for something, let alone this small innocent little

baby. I know I am too young, I should have

waited, but it happened and I wouldn't change

it for anything. I love my family. All of them.

They were all so supportive with C.j and I's choice.

I have the most perfect life right now.

Wouldn't trade it for
anything.