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so i take off Wednesdays to be with travis because he usually has them off. but now that we're not together i have nothing to on this Wednesday i have off. i hate it so very much. i hate that i want to pick up the phone and text him and hear his ring tone as he texts me back i hate that i have nothing to do on Wednesdays :( I hate that I not only lost him i lost his whole family oh how i love his family. i hate that trace is loosing that person who was consistently there for him. I vow that till i have dated the guy atleast 5 months they will not meet trace i cant do this again i cant have him confused like this again. i hate this