Venting Galore!!

OOOOO today I have been so pissed. Cj is being a selfish son of a bitch!! He is choosing to not come to Trace's only first birthday party because he my family doesn't like him. He is constantly saying that he hates missing his firsts but he is willing to miss his biggest first of all!! UGGG he irritates me so bad!! He says he wants to be there for Trace and be his dad but he won't put the effort in he won't try!! GRRR i'm so very pissed off!! Sorry for everyone that is reading this I just need to vent alot because it's not like anyone ever reads this but I would like to think that someone reads this.