worthless

This weekend Travis' ex girlfriend/the mother of his son came out to talk to travis about the custody stuff and all that jazz. It officially sucked crazy bad!! I was walking on glass this whole weekend. Travis was angry and irritated and treated me like poop. But through all of that I still stuck around because I knew he needed me. I wish he would of treated me better but I know that he is going through a lot right now so I am trying my hardest to be understanding. So this weekend I was the one sitting in the corner trying to mind my own business and bite my tongue, for Travis. I was looked over, glared at, neglected, and pretty much all around hurt. I officially hate this weekend it was one of the worst weekends I have had in awhile. I wish Trav would understand why I was feeling that way, why I was so hurt about it all. But now we just had a fight over snuff. He is starting to take it because of his headaches. I can't tell you how much it hurt that I asked him so many times not to and he still did. So I asked him to choose between me and snuff and he called me stupid for doing it. Its important to me that Trace has good role models in his life so I asked him not to because Trace I can tell already looks up to him. I hate that its stupid to him that I want him to be a role model to Trace, so I ask him to stop. And on top of everything else my mom was mad at me this whole weekend because I slept over at Travis' because he asked me to because he didn't want her coming over in the middle of the night and she got mad at me. :(